Late-Night Wonderings

When I do not sin, I feel self-righteous. When I do sin, I feel dirty and cheap. I wonder where the line is between trusting in God's grace and riding the proverbial fence to see how much one can "get away with". I wonder at what a great responsibility it is to teach others in matters regarding their souls. I wonder that so many people's "revelations" conflict with each other...and at how superficial we tend to be who think we have such revelation. I wonder that EVERYTHING in life is a rat race. I want to live outside the grid.

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